Tuesday, October 30, 2007 @ 10/30/2007 02:23:00 PM
ytd was her 2yr anniversary . we went mandai to accompany her .. bcos on the 29oct,at 5.55pm to 7.05pm .. is when the accident happened . memories recollects back in my mind .. My eyes are all filled with tears that are all ready to burst out.hurts me so much .
REAGAN LEE DA WEI , do you remember this date ?? remember the day , you took away a 22nd yr old lady .. taken our beloved kins life away ?? WHOM u accused she gave you the WRONG direction and that is why tis accident occured. BULLSHITS ! YOU REMEMBERED !?` and tis is the day u can NEVER NEVER be forgiven . u re a BASTARD , an IDIOT ! even though u admitted the offence and in jail NW . it will NEVER be ENOUGH !` you can never bring her back to life !~ she is gone forever ! FOREVER ! all bcos of you ! u re FOREVER a murderer !` i CURSED you !!! bringing tis gulit TILL the day u die ! u will NEVER lead good life . I HATE YOU !~ i swear i will never forget your BIG FAT name , your BIG FAT face , your BIG FAT mistakes ~! REGAN LEE DA WEN ! you better remembered what you ve done on every 29 of oct !~
ps : thanks to desmondKOR , benson , qianhui for eveything(; this 2days was a torture for me . but with the encourage you guys gave me . im feelin muchx2 beta . thanks !`
kor sent tis msg and i agreed with it . jiejie wouldnt wan to see us all in tis state .somehow later , i have to wipe off my tears and continue my life .. though she'd left us .. but she do still leave us with meautiful memories (; i must be strong , bcos i noe jiejie on abve will be lookin at us and pray for us (;
The msg kor sent was: losing someone important and close to your heart is never easy. however, isnt she still exist in ur mind and heart every moment ? and kip every precious time u spend wif her in ur sweetest memories .remember her every word of encouragement she told u before. and believe tt she's now happily above looking at you , and wish tt u smile . Ger , emotions and feeling r often harder to control. don be so hard on urself . give yourself more time. even you nid a private moment just to let go and cry out loud .
