did u ever lost someone u care in ur life ??
did u ever lost someone u love in ur life ??
did u ever lost someone important in ur life ??
did u ever lost someone that u regret the things u nver do wens he/she is stil with u ??
yes, i did .
i've lost .
lost the ones i loved , the one i regreted , the one whom i cared .
and im sure im not the only one whom i lost these people ..


went i was young ..
about 10+ ..
my beloved grandfather passed away ..
he dotes every all our cousins ..
everyone in the family loves him .
wen i was young , i always envy my grandmother ..
bcos she found the best guy, best husband in the world .
i will never compare anyone with him .
bcos no one can be better den him (;
thou he had left us years ago .
he will always stays a important place on our heart .


wens i was about Primary 4 ..
i lost a classmate .
a tamil friend whom suffered from brain cancer and paseed away .
he's very smart ..
he's our sch top student .
wenever i need help in studies , esp Maths ..
he will always try his v best to help me ..
druing Primary school ..
my studies was really sucks ..
even my mum gave up scolding me, gave up giving me tution .
i always wanting to give up .
he ,
he told me ..
i didnt ever give up myself how could u .
why dont u give urself some confident ?
i believe u can make it .
wks later b4 our exams .
his mum called sch ..
and our class was shocked by the news .
we cried bcos he'd left us .
went to the funeral after sch ..
all of us .. includes other classes ..
we drew a big card as a appreciations ..
full of msg,photos ..
and im thankful bcos i'd passed my exams .
he's the one who gave me the motivation .


on 291005 ..
i've lost my beloved cousin , angeliaHe xueli ..
a unexpected incident happened ..

Regan Lee Da Wen, 26,
was accused of causing the death of 22-year-old He Xueli,
by driving a Mazda MX-5 convertible dangerously during a test drive in October 2005.
Lee was said to have lost control of the car along Upper Paya Lebar Road,
causing it to go over the road divider.
The car crashed head-on into a BMW,
before flipping and smashing into a van.
Lee was unhurt but the agent sitting beside him died in hospital later.
Five people in the black BMW were taken to hospital for
breathing difficulties and chest pains, and a couple in the van escaped unscathed.

i regreted .
i regretted the times she asked me out to acc her and i say don wan, no time ..
keep saying all excuses to reject .
i know it wouln't feel good .
there is so many chances but i jus pushed it away .
wen i grow up .
and wanted to cover up the upsets i gave her .
i ringed her up,she ringed me up, , msg-ed each other.
chats bout anger,happytimes,sadtimes .
our relationships got close .
and we even went out oftenly .
we celebrated her 21 birthday .
she smiled .

i'd just wanted to acc her more ..
but god had aready took her away from a accident out of the sudden .
its been almost 2 yrs ..
but we believed she'l always here with us .
bcos she's the angel (;


jan 13 07 ..
my ahma had passed away ..
w/out worries , w/out sorrows .
she died peacefully .
sometimes i admit i don like her ..
but i know she cares about us .
no matter where she is now ..
i hope she'l watch over ah gong ..
hope he will get well soon (;

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Death leaves a heartache no one can heal, love leaves a memory no one can steal.
though we have lost the ones we love .
but
be gladful that they have left us with beutiful memories .
be glad that they entered ur life (;
♡ Rememeber me.