today was my worst day ever .

i dont feel anything ! i dont feel happy even he's now had been sentence .
i jus donnoe why .
i tot i must be so happy, im awaiting this day DONT I ??
no , i dont .. i felt nothing .
i felt messed up instead ..
it was so silence in the room with my family , relatives and Regan's family and all .
awaiting for the judge to arrive .
every seconds every minutes, my heart beats faster ..
time is up, its 2.30pm but stil no sight of the judge .
im worried, im scared ..
will it be postponed AGAIN ?
i dont dare to think bout the unexpected .
i kept praying and praying ..
reporters kept pestering my aunt ..
its really annoying ..
at about 3.45pm .
finally , he arrived .
its was so relieved .*thanks god .
Regan Lee was called up to the front ..
my hands was shivering,my legs is shivering, just couldnt stop and let myself cool down .
my heart really hurts seeing my aunty crying and i couldnt do anything ..
i tot i could be strong but i failed .
my tears just fall off like tt .
tears started rolling down my cheeks ..
i wiped my tears off but it jus couldnt stop .
her name was repeated times and times .. AngeliaHeXueli, HeXueli, death ..
and i recalled her everything ..
her face , her smile , her laughters , her craziness .. everythingeverything !
the way she called me XINYI !
the way she shows she's shy .
the way she hug me tightly !
the way she says XINYIIIII~~ ai ni oh !.
i really miss her .
really really miss her .

i really hope i could turn the time back .
wish that tis was jus a HORRIBLE nightmare !
its really painful .
wake me up NOW pls .
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wen it about 4.30pm .
judge finally made up the decision .



*-According to court documents, Lee was driving at a speed of more than 90 kilometres on 29 October 2005 along Upper Paya Lebar Road – nearly twice the legal speed limit for that stretch of road.
It is believed that Lee had lost control of the car while negotiating a bend.
Veering to the right, he crossed the centre divider, crashing head-on into an oncoming car.
The impact flipped the Mazda before hitting another vehicle, killing 22-year-old Mazda sales executive Angelia He Xueli. Lee escaped unhurt.
His case was supposed to have gone to trial with the original charge of causing Ms He's death,
which carries a heavier penalty. However, the case never went to open court and was adjourned several times. During that time, it is believed the prosecution and defence teams came to an agreement to an amended lesser charge, with Lee pleading guilty in court.
* -Regan Lee Da Wen, 26, was initially charged with causing the death of a salesperson while test-driving a Mazda MX-5 sports car. But he has since pleaded guilty to a lesser charge of committing a rash act.
Lee was disqualified from driving for 10 years and sentenced to seven months in jail.


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7months ?
its was really really ridiculous .
MONTHS !
nothing gonna be enuft being sentences for just 7 months .
TAKING SOMEONE LIFE WAS JUST SENTENCE FOR 7 MONTHS ??
come on larh !
Someone who actually did nthing wrong and doesnt deserve to leave this world ,at the age of 22 ?
Someone who is onli a salesperson tryin to do her job but got killed bcos of tt ?
Someone who is the onli child and main breadwinner for her family ?
Huh ,huh ,huh ?!!

damn !
this kind of HUMAN arent HUMAN !
why is he just sentence for 7 months !~

im not satisfied !
and im sure my family, relatives al wasnt satisfied with tis sentence too ..
hoping to plead for dragging it longer .
but can we ?
will the judge allow ??
will he reconsider bout tis case ??
haiz ..
no matter what i say now is all air i guess .

thu now it had been settle down .
he got into jail .
but there is still a missing person .
and its Forever missing.
ya .. he is aready in jail now ..
but we wouldnt get her back to life .
CANNOT .
we could only see her in photos , and cries .
i HATE him .



im so empty now .
im messed up . im angry . im frustrated . im sad ..
i donnoe !~
i couldnt explain how i felt .
it wasnt who i am right now .
im lost .









This damn guy who stole away my cousin LIFE !
ReganLeeDaWen.