Thursday, October 25, 2007 @ 10/25/2007 11:44:00 PM
feeling so sick now. was like butterflies in stomach .. felt awkward .. AHHHH !!!!
woke up late afternoon today . was alone at home till bout 1plus2 til sis came back .. and she bake cookies !~ yummies !` its not BURN tis time HUH sis ?? LOL . anyway, thanks hurhur .. it taste really great!` <3
get myself prepared and meet up qianhui about 6.30at amkhub .. went for dinner at MOSburger .. chatted there kinda long .. chats bout life .. chats bout her motor license .. chats bout love .. lots and lots . there was so much to talk .. its was like years we've meet and chat tis way ;p HAHAS . so ya .. after dinner , went for a walk .. time flies soso fast .. its bout 9plus going 10 le . recieved mum called asking me to buy newspapers .. so bought it while going hm .. read both newspaper JUST only the article base on my cousin on the bus . i couldnt control emotions .. my tears again fall off in seconds . its just so hard to get over .
monday is her 2yrs anniversary .. time really flies . it was like i had just chilling out with her ytd .. the image is like so real . yet i still couldnt accept the fact tt she's no longer exist . im so silly yea ?? hit me ppl ! wake me up ! a person who was soso close to you .. whom u always share problems with , whom u love .. and just disappeared suddenly in tis world . can u imagine how painful it is ?
here am i in the living room , right infront of the desktop .. i really wish i could smell LILY right now.. and feel that she is just right beside me . but where's the smell im always seeking for gone ?? xuelijiejie , you heard me ?? im seeking for u every nw and den .
all i wish now is .. hoping everything gonna be fine . hope tt my aunty and uncle (xuelijiejie parents) is fine (; May god be with them . though i know no matter how, i would NEVER can heal their pain of losing their only precious daughter but i will nver fail to let them know .. there is still me around .. there is still andyKor ,jasonKor,eileenJie,Xinru around .. we all do care for them, and neverless, we love them .
