29 Oct' o8------------
went over to Mandai to visit
AngeliaHe jiejie with
mummy and
sis ..
accompanied her throughout the period when the accident occurred&end .
its was a torture ..
i tried to control myself frm crying .
so, i sat down at the bench outside ..
it make me feel better ..
its the way tt i controlled my emotions .
all along i jus sat outside w/out gg in ..
bcos am afraid my tears might jus fall agn ..
every mins, every second,every hour .
the time was passing so slow ..
5.55pm ..
the moment to accident occurred .
memories flashed back .
back to when im working at popular ..
sitting down at daze ..
til i received
mum's call saying jiejie met a accident ..
and was admitted in A&E ..
didnt expected it was so damn serious ..
bout half an hr later ,
received another call ..
and saying she's in danger ..
im at totally lost at that part of time .
left work halfway ..
and made my way to TTSH ..
my heart stopped .
breathing difficulties ..
crying and praying tt she's fine .
when i reached TTSH ..
mum,dad,sis,aunty and all was crying .
til then i noe she din make it .
went to see her for the last time .
holding her cold hands,
hoping its all jus a dream .
e days where we all accompany her at the funeral ..
e day she vanished into thin air ..
everything recollects at the moment of time .
til ard 7.0opm ..
the moment she stopped breathing .
i went in to bid her goodbye ..
i hold back my tears, as i doesn't wanna mum to see and make her cry agn .
tried not to drop my tears in my eyes .
every year of this date ..
stil, the scar in me, us ..
is stil so real, so real ..
Dear XueliJie,no matter wher u were now .rmb tt we are always here =) always missing you .always in our heart =) You'r always the lovely angel above ..I Love You .
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3oth oct' o8
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im a early bird today =)
meet up
hui for BREAKFAST !
finally i get to eat Mcdonald breakfast ..
aft breakfast ..
went over to Jurong Swimming Complex =)
spent $1.50 and we played for 7hours !
omg !
so worth right !
LOL .
spent 8ocents on locker ..
so stupid us .
we locked it and realised we'r stil wearing our slippers !
we laughed like nobody business .
lazy river ~
wave~
slides ~
babypool~
so smart of us .
lazy river ..
we walked one round by walking upwards ..
alternate directions.
OMG~
its freaking tiring .
the current is so damn strong,hold on the walls .
pple coming in our directions tot we crazy .
can relax yet we wanna use the energy by walking the other way round ..
but it was fun .
try it ppl =)
haha .
aft tt went wave =)
spent hours ..
and the lifeguard there like so free .
asked us stupid questions .
so free til wanna noe new friends.
LOL !
and there's even oddx2 pple .
keep splashing us water .
haha .
funny huh .
so nice to disturb ..
hui and me splashed back them and faster swim another side =P
haha .
had a LONG tired FUN day =)
but im sunburned !
face was sunburned like monkey butt .
body was sunburned like a roasted pig !
OMG~
alright ~
shall end here .
lazy to continue .
im tired now .
tmw meeting
hui agn ! =)
and
marcus,esther at bugis =)
yay !
goodnight humans~
*ImissYou,Dan---------------------
♡ Rememeber me.
