Dazed !
Confused !
Without true reality,
I sat there ,wondering.
Mixing and matching,twisting and turning,
Hoping and praying,dreaming and considering,
Never knowing yet always knowing,
Wanting to, yet not wanting to,
Mixing my heart,
Hoping that it would end,praying that it never would stop,
Thinking it was over,wishing that it wasn't,
This. That. That Life. That day.
That dream was mine.
A utopian dream.
u always knew just what to say.
Any problems I had would disappear,
When you said it would all be okay.
There was always a special connection with us,
And these days it seems to be gone.
The truth is so hard to see.
I wanted things to keep going .
but i knew it might not gonna be possible .
I don't know what to do
I can't control my mind
But the answers I just can't find
Pain is unrecognizable.
The past is not yet over and it's left a scar so real.
I guess it takes a while to let go,
Of something not meant to be.
even thought it pierce me,pain me .
but i believed tt,
time heals all .
It's hard to force that smile when i see our old friends.
Still harder gettin up,livin with this regret.
I would trade, give away all the words that i saved in my heart
that i left unspoken.
What hurts the most, was being so close.
♡ Rememeber me.
