Saturday, November 24, 2007 @ 11/24/2007 08:37:00 PM
words hurts me . its really hurts .. i told myself , there's no need to be sad .. but i just couldn't control my OWN emotions . i tried . but i failed . my heart was tangled up . im so confused so frustrating . SO FREAK OUT . what the fuck is going on ! i hate myself being busybody . i hate myself being too good . i hate myself so easily forgiven .
I HATE being wronged ! I SWEAR ! IM NOT TT KIND OF PERSON YOU SAID . why must you say those words to hurt me ? i just wanna care for those i cared, cant i ? CANT I ??
till den, i finally understand . im so lonely, im so tired . everyone seems to be so far away frm me.. some even stab my back frm nowhere . i've got no friends . all alone in no where .
but , no matter what .. i will stay stronger after what had happened today . i will learned from my mistakes . im thankful to those whom were my friends once .. in the past and present .
- i apologised for my rudeness word i'd typed . - In three words I can sum up everything. I've learned about life: it goes on.